Starting Again for the ?? Time

I last wrote on January 19. I went the whole month of February with no posts. I thought any times about posting but then the day would get away from me and no posts.

ROOTSTECH 2024 was Feb 29 to March 2. I listened to Thursday morning  sessions and a couple afternoon sessions as I drove to Idaho and then was at my parents. Didn’t see much on Friday while taking care of Mom. Went in person Saturday morning and attended a class and then got to see and hear Kristen Chenoweth sing and talk.

I bought a Mylio membership at the Expo Hall. It will help me get pictures organized and safely stored.

Tonight I attended the Democratic Caucasus for House District 44. I am now a vice chair of the West Jordan 060 precinct. There was only myself and a gentleman named Wyatt Frampton there from our precinct, so he is the Precinct chair and delegate.

I joined the Democratic party because it is not right that the Republican Party has so much control in the state of Utah. I sincerely disagree with many of the bills passed by the state legislature this session. Especially the bills the dismantled diversity, equity and inclusion offices, that didn’t fund Medicaid for more people or provide services for the disabled, the bills that promoted book banning, etc.

I need to get involved and try to be part of the solution and open my mouth.

I am reading a book called Less is More How Degrowth will save the world by Jason Hinkel. It is a fascinating read and puts into words so many concepts about wealth, inequality, injustice, and misuse of natural resources that have been floating around somewhat nebulously in my head for years.

Jason confronts the paradox of unsustainable growth in world with finite resources.  He calls  capitalism “growthism” because it only ‘works’ if there is ongoing growth. For over 500 years elitists have raped this planet and people to make themselves obscenely wealthy. They will continue to push their agenda of growth because that is what keeps them wealthy and powerful even though it is devastating the ecology of the planet and driving escalating poverty, social injustice and inequality.

Jason talks about how elitists create conditions that exploit the labor force mercilessly. I have never felt like I was being exploited but in just the last 5 days, the case management department continues to cut staffing because, somehow, the data says we are “overstaffed.” I realized that when I get so anxious at work trying to get it all done and when I work late, that is a form of exploitation.  Of course, there are millions of people who are exploited so much more than my discomfort and frustration at my working conditions. But, the degree of exploitation aside..it is still my patients and consumers everywhere who ultimately suffer in some way while the elitists continue to collect record profits.

The book is filled with sobering facts.  “The richest 1% have accumulated wealth worth $158 trillion, which amounts to nearly half of the world’s total  [wealth]. “

“Data from 2010 indicates that around  400,000 people died that year due to crises related to climate  breakdown –mostly hunger and communicable disease. No fewer than 98% of those deaths occurred in the global South. Rich countries will suffer only 1% of climate related deaths within their borders.”

Jason’s degrowth philosophy in a few sentences:

“We must choose to limit growth ourselves. We need to organize the economy so that it operates within planetary boundaries, to maintain the Earth’s life-suporting systems which we depend on for our existence. “

His statement reminds of my question formulated on the bus ride from Banos to Cuenca in December 2022: “What is a sustainable global standard of living?”

I know that I have more than I need of sheltered space, goods, and resources. I want to figure out how to not be wasteful with what I have and to redistribute with love and wisdom my over abundance.  Just as happiness and meaning in life don’t correlate with my personal GDP, global measures of happiness and meaning/purpose are not tied national GDP or wealth accumulation,  growthism.

Rootstech Expo Hall 2024
Sunday dinner with the Burg’s
Cold Walk on North Ash Street
My family

These pictures reflect some of the experiences and people that make my life so blessed.

My Impact

I often wonder if the efforts I make as a novice genealogist make a difference. I rarely seem to be able to find and attach records to the appropriate people. There are so many options sometimes and it seems like I am just guessing sometimes. Even indexing names sometimes seems like my guess as I try to decipher handwritten records from two hundred years ago. It is easy to feel like my inconsistent and novice efforts to do Family History have little impact for good.

I opened Family Search this morning to do some indexing and found this new (to me) addition to Family Search. A whole page about My Impact. The page shows records I have indexed and records I have attached to persons in Family Search. Another section shows what happened to those names that were indexed and attached.

For example,

George StanleyHanisko

Male1897–1964

You indexed George Stanley Hanisko’s name. His name was taken to the Veracruz Mexico Temple on 26 January 2019.

Many of the names I had indexed were distant relatives of mine or Gil’s, like Gil’s 10th cousin twice removed.

Virginia NorfleetJordan

Female1867–1948

You indexed Virginia Norfleet Jordan’s name. Her name was taken to the Oquirrh Mountain Utah Temple on 9 June 2017.

I find this new feature an answer to prayers. I keep trying to do Family History because I know that I have a responsibility to share the Gospel of Jesus Christ with both the living and the dead. I have a firm testimony that making connections between families is what the Gospel of Jesus Christ is all about. Despite having that desire and the testimony, I have struggled to be consistent in working on Family History daily. Seeing these connections now happening because I took 15 minutes to index some names or research some hints, gives me a lot of encouragement and hope that my every effort is meaningful to someone. I do make a difference.

I am also in awe of my mother Serena Watt. She just turned 85 on Saturday, January 13. She has worsening macular degeneration and struggles to see a computer screen. She is an avid indexer of records. I was visiting her this week and found her in front of the computer checking indexed records for accuracy. She has been doing this more often because she can see the typed names better than trying to discern the handwritten names. What an inspiration to me she is! An example of someone whose abilities are declining but she still makes the effort to serve others.

The screenshot shows how much work she has done over the years. I can’t even imagine what her Impact page shows!

Serena Watt’s Indexing Numbers

It is begun…

Yesterday I started reviewing my journal for the last 15 months. This morning I got up and started writing my life story.

I decided to use a similar format to The Book of Mormon..a title page, eventually some witnesses, an explanation of the format and the books.

I am trying to decide if I organize the books as time periods or more along the lines of concepts/categories.

I made a commitment to myself that I would work on my life history for 20 minutes, then do 20 minutes of Family History and then 15 minutes of decluttering.

I am excited to work on this endeavor. I have known since I heard Sis. Wendy Nelson speak at 2015 BYU Women’s Conference on the power of 1 hour a day of Family History, that I need that power in my life.

I have struggled to make that 1 hour a day a habit but I have begun anew and I am going to see it through.

The Book of Mormon is an integral part of my life. Spiritual development and my journey as a follower of Jesus Christ have been made possible by the contents of The Book of Mormon and the power of its message. It truly is Another Testament of Christ. http://Book of Mormon

https://go.churchofjesuschrist.org/bookofmormonapp

I have realized that I don’t share my testimony of the truthfulness, power, and spirit of The Book of Mormon enough. 2024 is the year I change that. I will speak out and I will testify with courage and love.

Recently, a dear friend whom I greatly admire, shared with me his love of The Book of Mormon. He told me how he has read from the Book of Mormon nightly for years. In a voice full of emotion he shared how much he loved the book and how it has blessed his life. My heart was deeply touched by his words. I want to have that same kind of emotion and feeling also as I make a renewed study of The Book of Mormon a daily part of my life.

Family History Options

Today I did 10 names from the Improve Places Names option in Family Tree.

Screenshot from Family Tree App

Working on this took me about 5 minutes. Some of the place names I reviewed were for ancestors and others were not my ancestors but they are someone’s ancestors.

I also spent some time on Instagram checking our Family Search posts. Again very informative and they take only a minute of so to read.

I also made connections with Kanda in Thailand on Instagram. I sent her the Church’s post on the Bangkok Thailand Temple Open House and encouraged her to go see the newest temple in Bangkok. Kanda and I had a short conversation over Instagram at 6:30 in the morning. A wonderful connection to start my day.

Technology is truly amazing!!

Getting Back on Track

I feel like I have been living at high speed. Racing around and around life’s race course trying to stay in my lane and ger to the finish line. Except, that the ‘finish line’ keeps changing, moving farther away and I seem to end the daily rush focused on all the things I have to do, didn’t do and wasted my time doing.

In stairwell at work

I am feeling challenged..very challenged. I am wondering if I am changing in the way that helps me be a better disciple of Jesus Christ or am just challenged and not changed?

I started this post on August 14. Today is August 29. I went back to work on Monday after 6 days of vacation. Work is stressful, no way around that but, how I manage my time outside of work is where I am feeling the most challenge/stress.

I don’t feel like I am keeping up with any of my responsibilities, my hobbies, my Gospel study, my family relationships. I feel like I am doing what absolutely has to be done 75% of the time and 25% of the time, I am not doing what I could/should be doing or I am doing it so poorly that I might as well not be doing it.

I think a big part of my problem has been that I am getting up just in time to go to the gym, on a walk or hustle to water the garden before rushing to work. I haven’t been getting up and having 30 minutes of prayer, meditation, journaling or scripture study. I am realizing that I need that time to feel recharged, grateful and focused.

The Lord has been telling me in multiple ways for years that in addition to that time spent in worship and reverence, I need to be doing 30 minutes of Family History work. “His promises are sure,” just as the song says.

Today, I did get up and went to the 5 o’clock endowment session at the Jordan River Temple. It was wonderful to be there and helped my day get off to a great start.

I listened to Elders Renlund and Cook’s April 2023 conference talks this morning.  Elder Renlund said: At that time, I learned that Belém is the gateway to the region that includes the most powerful river in the world, the Amazon River. Despite the river’s strength, twice a year something seemingly unnatural happens. When the sun, moon, and earth are aligned just so, a powerful tidal wave flows up the river, against the natural flow of the water. Waves up to 6 meters high traveling as far as 50 kilometers upstream have been documented. This phenomenon, known generally as a tidal bore, is referred to locally as pororoca, or “great roar,” because of the loud noise it makes. We can correctly conclude that even the mighty Amazon must yield to heavenly powers. Like the Amazon, we have a natural flow to our lives; we tend to do what comes naturally. Like the Amazon, with heavenly help we can do seemingly unnatural things. After all, it is not natural for us to be humble, meek, or willing to submit our wills to God. Yet only by doing so can we be transformed, return to live in the presence of God, and achieve our eternal destiny. Unlike the Amazon, we can choose whether we yield to heavenly powers or “go with the flow.” Going against the flow may be difficult. But when we yield “to the enticings of the Holy Spirit” and put off the selfish tendencies of the natural man or woman, we can receive the Savior’s transforming power in our lives, the power to do difficult things. President Russell M. Nelson taught us how to do this. He promised, “Each person who makes covenants in baptismal fonts and in temples—and keeps them—has increased access to the power of Jesus Christ … [to lift] us above the pull of this fallen world.” In other words, we can access the power of God, but only when we connect with Him through sacred covenants.

Elder Cook reminded me that I helped with the gathering of Israel today by attending the temple for Margaret McCullough born 1885 in Philadelphia.

After morning session at Oquirrh Mountain
Temple

I have much to be grateful for especially my challenges.

Jesus Christ and Family History

I attended Rootstech 2023 earlier this month. I watched the introduction video for ward and stake leaders today while I was exercising.

My parents at Idaho Falls Temple

I was struck by the fact that it wasn’t until 18 minutes into the presentation by Elders Gong and Bednar, President Porter, Sister Yee, and Elders Hamilton and Duncan, that any of them used the words family history or geneaology!! The entire focus was on Jesus Christ and how, knowing Him and seeking to emulate Him by keeping commandments and ordinances of the Gospel, connects us to Him and to our families.

I had a few Aha! moments as I listened and pedaled and sweated.  1. The focus of everything needs to be Jesus Christ. 2. I need to believe more in miracles and the saving and healing grace of Jesus Christ in my own life and the lives of my husband and children. I keep asking the Lord what I should be doing to help them come unto  Christ but I realize I need to give the control to the Lord and just ask that He make me an instrument in His hands. I can’t bring my family to Christ only He can. 3. I need to spend more time in the temple and also researching family names.

Here is the link for the session. It is about 40 minutes long.  Utah https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/broadcasts/miscellaneous-events/2023/02-01/601martinez?lang=eng

RootsTech 2023 “Uniting” Kickoff Video • RootsTech • FamilySearch

https://www.familysearch.org/rootstech/session/rootstech-2023-uniting-kickoff-video

Rootstech 2023 was a very inspiring experience for me. I have not been focused on Family History for past year. I keep getting distracted with all that goes on in life. This video and wonderful sessions and speakers have helped re-ignite my desire to do Family History on a daily basis.

Yesterday I took my mother-in-law, Brenda Parkin, to the Riverton Family History library.  I only recently learned it is open on Sunday afternoons from 2 to 6. We sat in the Family Story room for an hour and talked about her childhood  stories.  This was recorded as we talked. Brenda doesn’t like being on camera but she loves to talk about her life and so it was a good experience. She is willing to go back and keep talking.

Day #3 RootsTech in the Expo Hall

Research is showing that doing Family History and  making connections is good for one’s mental health. Here is a link to a class from 2021 RootsTech that goes into the science.

https://www.familysearch.org/rootstech/session/the-science-of-family-connection

I know it has been good for my mental health the last few days and in the past, when I have been focused it has helped me in ways I don’t know exactly how to quantify.

Elder Renlund of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints listed these blessings in an April 2018 talk: Increased understanding of the Savior and His atoning sacrifice; Increased influence of the Holy Ghost to feel strength and direction for our own lives; faith, so that conversion to the Savior becomes deep and abiding Increased ability and motivation to learn and repent because of an understanding of who we are, where we come from, and a clearer vision of where we are going; Increased refining, sanctifying, and moderating influences in our hearts; Increased joy through an increased ability to feel the love of the Lord; Increased family blessings, no matter our current, past, or future family situation or how imperfect our family tree may be; Increased love and appreciation for ancestors and living relatives, so we no longer feel alone; Increased power to discern that which needs healing and thus, with the Lord’s help, serve others; Increased protection from temptations and the intensifying influence of the adversary; Increased assistance to mend troubled, broken, or anxious hearts and make the wounded whole.

I am excited to start this journey again and grateful for the Lord’s patience with all my stops and starts.

4 months and 2 days!!

It has been 4 months and 2 days since my January 22 FH Reboot. Wow! And I have made maybe 5 entries since then…

LIFE!! Well, life has been crazy and my life has seen a lot of changes. The world has seen a lot of changes like Russia invading Ukraine, the end? of the COVID pandemic, high inflation, and a very tight job market.

My life change list includes 1. I am now working full time for Intermountain Healthcare as a nurse case manager on T6. 2. I resigned from being a BYU clinical instructor going forward (not because I didn’t love that job, I did, but because I want work at one job full time..I have never done that or at least not for a long time). 3. Gil and I are adapting to being empty nesters. 4. I am down to 150 pounds and hopefully still losing. 5. I am becoming a real hiker and have done a hike or at least a 2 mile walk for 19 weeks!! 6. I am more community involved than ever and loving it. 7. I have attended the temple almost weekly for the last 5 months. 8. I am learning more and more about being a disciple of Jesus Christ and developing Christlike attributes. 9. I have always been a fairly early riser but 5:30 is pretty normal for me now with hopefully 3 to 4 days/week of 4:30 am. 10. Seems like there should be 10 things but can’t think of one right now.

I am still trying to establish a consistent habit of daily FH. I watched a great video today from Rootstech 2022 that helped to demotivate. It showed some quick ways I can do FH on my phone in short 5 to 10 minute increments. Today, on the way to work I updated my Journey app for the last week with photos I had taken but not added to Journey. I also updated my 52 Hike FB page for the first time in months. The video: How to Save Your Best Memories is linked below.

https://youtu.be/06Np0_LZP40

Flowers on Grandeur Peak May 2022
My parents Max and Serena Watt at Idaho Falls Temple May 2022
Gil and I in St. George, Utah April 2022
View from Grandeur Peak Mother’s Day 2022
Jess and I in Dixie Rock area April 2022

Rootstech Aftermath March 7, 2022

I have been so moved by the scope of the Rootstech experience. I am at over 67,000 relatives and the technology allows me to contact each of those people directly by email. It also allows me to see my relationship with them. I just learned today that one of my friends in school, Clair Jackson, is my second cousin on the Dance/Watt side of the family. I never knew all those years of elementary and secondary school.

My goal with Rootstech this year is to take action! I can’t just be moved and influenced those three days! I need to learn, explore and do FH the other 362 days of the year. I need and want to Choose Connection; Discover, Connect and Share. Therefore, my goal is to watch at least 3 of the sessions on my playlist each week and put them into action. I can’t just watch and say that is cool, I should...and then nothing happens because of the fateful word, should. I should is going to become I am!

I actually put this concept into action last night. I finally called my parents and talked to them. I asked them about which U.S. presidents were most influential. Here is my Mom’s list: George Washington, Abraham Lincoln, Ronald Reagan, Donald Trump (she asked if it was okay if she included this one, I told her that it was okay), Thomas Jefferson (because he helped write the Constitution). My Dad’s list: George Washington, Abraham Lincoln, Ulysses Grant, Ronald Reagan, Harry Truman, Dwight Eisenhower and Donald Trump. We figured out that my father probably had his first opportunity to vote in a presidential election in 1956 when Dwight Eisenhower won re-election over Adlai Stevenson. That will go in their Storyworth book.


I was reading a short article on my Church of Jesus Christ home page from Sis. Eubanks about the Ukrainian Refugee Crisis. She said this:

Sister Eubank said voluntary service is not being used to its full potential. She pointed to JustServe, a free app that helps communities come together in service.

“People are the heart of the solution,” she said. “[Cooperative activities] remind us that we’re all children of the same God. Faith communities are perfectly positioned to do this because we’re very good at trying to make humanity come together and achieve a larger goal.”

Voluntary service is not being used to its full potential. I agree with Sis. Eubanks and I am feeling inspired and motivated to do more to help organize the desire and talents of people in my ward and community to serve and lift our brothers and sisters here and around the world.