Starting Again for the ?? Time

I last wrote on January 19. I went the whole month of February with no posts. I thought any times about posting but then the day would get away from me and no posts.

ROOTSTECH 2024 was Feb 29 to March 2. I listened to Thursday morning  sessions and a couple afternoon sessions as I drove to Idaho and then was at my parents. Didn’t see much on Friday while taking care of Mom. Went in person Saturday morning and attended a class and then got to see and hear Kristen Chenoweth sing and talk.

I bought a Mylio membership at the Expo Hall. It will help me get pictures organized and safely stored.

Tonight I attended the Democratic Caucasus for House District 44. I am now a vice chair of the West Jordan 060 precinct. There was only myself and a gentleman named Wyatt Frampton there from our precinct, so he is the Precinct chair and delegate.

I joined the Democratic party because it is not right that the Republican Party has so much control in the state of Utah. I sincerely disagree with many of the bills passed by the state legislature this session. Especially the bills the dismantled diversity, equity and inclusion offices, that didn’t fund Medicaid for more people or provide services for the disabled, the bills that promoted book banning, etc.

I need to get involved and try to be part of the solution and open my mouth.

I am reading a book called Less is More How Degrowth will save the world by Jason Hinkel. It is a fascinating read and puts into words so many concepts about wealth, inequality, injustice, and misuse of natural resources that have been floating around somewhat nebulously in my head for years.

Jason confronts the paradox of unsustainable growth in world with finite resources.  He calls  capitalism “growthism” because it only ‘works’ if there is ongoing growth. For over 500 years elitists have raped this planet and people to make themselves obscenely wealthy. They will continue to push their agenda of growth because that is what keeps them wealthy and powerful even though it is devastating the ecology of the planet and driving escalating poverty, social injustice and inequality.

Jason talks about how elitists create conditions that exploit the labor force mercilessly. I have never felt like I was being exploited but in just the last 5 days, the case management department continues to cut staffing because, somehow, the data says we are “overstaffed.” I realized that when I get so anxious at work trying to get it all done and when I work late, that is a form of exploitation.  Of course, there are millions of people who are exploited so much more than my discomfort and frustration at my working conditions. But, the degree of exploitation aside..it is still my patients and consumers everywhere who ultimately suffer in some way while the elitists continue to collect record profits.

The book is filled with sobering facts.  “The richest 1% have accumulated wealth worth $158 trillion, which amounts to nearly half of the world’s total  [wealth]. “

“Data from 2010 indicates that around  400,000 people died that year due to crises related to climate  breakdown –mostly hunger and communicable disease. No fewer than 98% of those deaths occurred in the global South. Rich countries will suffer only 1% of climate related deaths within their borders.”

Jason’s degrowth philosophy in a few sentences:

“We must choose to limit growth ourselves. We need to organize the economy so that it operates within planetary boundaries, to maintain the Earth’s life-suporting systems which we depend on for our existence. “

His statement reminds of my question formulated on the bus ride from Banos to Cuenca in December 2022: “What is a sustainable global standard of living?”

I know that I have more than I need of sheltered space, goods, and resources. I want to figure out how to not be wasteful with what I have and to redistribute with love and wisdom my over abundance.  Just as happiness and meaning in life don’t correlate with my personal GDP, global measures of happiness and meaning/purpose are not tied national GDP or wealth accumulation,  growthism.

Rootstech Expo Hall 2024
Sunday dinner with the Burg’s
Cold Walk on North Ash Street
My family

These pictures reflect some of the experiences and people that make my life so blessed.

2023 Reflections

By three methods we may learn wisdom: First, by reflection, which is noblest; Second, by imitation, which is easiest; and third by experience, which is the bitterest."  Xavier University 

I have been thinking about what I have learned from life in 2023. I have been trying to make a list of some the most impactful learning experiences.

Out trip to Ecuador even though it was in December 2022 the experiences of caring for the disabled orphans at OSSO and being in Ecuador have had a lot of positive influence on me.

I learned anew how very comfortable my life is and how much I take for granted in my daily life. I realized as I traveled from Cuenca to Banos and back that I can be more aware, more in the moment and more thankful.

I want to keep trying to answer the question: what standard of living is sustainable and helps people thrive wherever they live in the world?

Creativity

Tonight Micole, Cassandra, Austin, Gil and I played Skull King. Tyler was also here but he watched and coached Nicole during the game.

Austin is very good at explaining games. He is able to explain complex rules in a way that I can pick up the game pretty quickly. I actually came in 2nd place tonight.

On New Year’s Eve, Gil, Hannah, Tracy, Steve, and Grandma Parkin and I played Settlers of Cataan. We love playing that game and used to play it weekly with Gil’s siblings. We have created many enjoyable memories and lost some sleep playing Settlers. We would all have our kids with us and they played and had fun until they fell asleep at midnight or later.

I truly enjoy playing board and card games. I have also developed a habit of playing Wordle. I have played Wordle for 136 days straight. Today’s word was ‘aging.’

New Year’s Day 2024

I took some time to be outside today. I added to my compost piles. I filled 2 wheelbarrows of leaves from the road gutter and put the leaves in my garden. I planted onions that had sprouted and also buried 4 different zucchini and yellow squash to see if they will grow come spring. Amazingly, the spinach and other greens I planted in October have grown this much despite freezing temperatures and not much moisture.

We have had very little snow this year. Reason for concern certainly. I plan to fast this upcoming Fast Sunday for snow.

Gil and I worked on various projects around the house today. Samantha and Dan returned to Durango today. Miss them already.

I found this quote to be very meaningful to me.

Red Rock Wilderness

I love being surrounded by sandstone. I was on vacation this past week in Durango, Colorado and  Moab, Utah.  A couple of weeks ago I was in St. George area and spent a soul satisfying afternoon at Gunlock Falls and Gunlock Reservoir.

Gil, me, Nicole, Jess and Josi near the Colorado River at Corona Arch Trailhead
Gunlock Falls with Gil, Jess, and Josi
Gil and Jess with me at Animas River Days in Durango

I found myself asking, “Why does being in red rock country feel so healing to me?”  I thought a lot about it as I hiked in Arches and Canyonlands, drove on state road 184 in Colorado, paddled down the Upper Animas River and soaked in the hot springs at the Durango Resort. 

Obvious answer would be it is hard to be stressed and anxious surrounded by stunning views of striated sandstone carved for thousands of years of wind and sculpted by water into arches, spires, pinnacles and cliffs. The views always bring peace to my soul.

View towards the La Sals from the Fiery Furnace
Delicate Arch
In the Fiery Furnace
Balanced rocks in the Fiery Furnace
Canyonlands Island in the Sky Grandview Point
View from Grandview Point towards the East
Paddleboarding on Upper Animas River
Bowtie Arch near Corona Arch

I found a book by Terry Tempest Williams called Red Patience and Passion in the Desert. Her words are poetry and speak to me at my core. “Desert as teacher. Desert as mirage. Desert as illusion, largely our own. What you come to see on the surface is not what you come to know. Emptiness in the desert is the fulness of space, a fulness of space that eliminates time. The desert is time, exposed time,  geologic time. One needs time in the desert to see.

I am so grateful to be able to “see” all I have seen the last few days. Each majestic view, small desert flower, sound of birdsong and sigh of the wind is a manifestation to me of God’s love.

I Love Spring!!

My garden is beautiful! It has lots of weeds and very little order but plants are growing. I even picked red leaf lettuce that survived the winter. There is also kale with amazing yellow flowers.

I am humbled by the creativity and the processes that the Lord uses to take water, soil, air and sunlight and create plants I can eat. Even plants I may not eat like my comfrey still produces purple flowers.

Comfrey &Rhubarb plants

My strawberries love all the rain and snow and cooler temperatures. They are loaded with strawberries this year.

Book of Mormon Study

Today my reading was from Mosiah 27 https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/scriptures/bofm/mosiah/27?lang=eng

I have read the Book of Mormon many times in my life. I have a firm testimony that it is the word of God. I know the teachings, the stories and the especially the coming of Jesus Christ to the Americas have blessed my life.

The words of the Book of Mormon were written for me and all of us today. The prophets of the Book of Mormon saw my day and were inspired to record words that help me be a better person.

The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints has made the words of the Book of Mormon available to many people in their own language.

The Book of Mormon app is a great way to study the Book of Mormon: Another Testament of Jesus Christ.

For me, reading, studying and now watching the videos of the Book of Mormon, has provided the greatest self help tool ever created. I am a more loving wife, mother, daughter, friend, neighbor and colleague because of what the Book of Mormon has taught me.

Gardening in 2023

I planted peas on March 18 and they finally came up in the last week. It has rained the last few days so my garden looks green in place.

Peas from March 18 planting and kale is from last year

I took a gardening class at Wasatch Community Gardens on April 15 that so enlightening. I learned a great deal about how to get my soil tested, what to compost with to improve my soil, cover crops and double digging as another way to improve soil.

I have started some seeds in my shed but the only ones really growing are 4 Hubbard squash seeds. I need to spend a couple hours out in the garden working on my compost pile, getting soil samples, planting more seeds as it is finally warming up.

Tomatoes from seeds Josi’s family sent

I have taken chives, garlic chives, Egyptian walking onions tops and rhubarb to work for others to have. It is wonderful to have produce already from the garden. My strawberries are loaded with blossoms. I just need to keep enough water on them so they don’t get stressed and produce lots of berries.

Earth Day 2023

I haven’t written for awhile so this going to be a series of catch-up posts.

The first part of April, Gil and I took our exchange student, Josi, to Brighton Ski Resort for night skiing. I hadn’t been night skiing for years and I had a great time. The mountain wasn’t crowded and the weather was perfect. We had great light until 8 pm and we got a lot of runs in before we left at 9 pm.

It was incredible how much snow there was in the canyon. The pictures don’t do it justice.

Answers to Prayer and Fasting

Last summer and fall were some of the hottest on record in Utah. We had 100 degree days the first part of September. Our Church leaders encouraged us to pray for moisture to end the mega drought.

I just heard on the radio today that the snow total as measured for water content will reach 26 inches with today’s storm! That is an answer to prayers and fasting.

I remember last year as I worked in my garden in the heat thinking..the Lord could completely resolve the drought but should He do that? If He resolved the drought would I change my behaviors and choices that have contributed to climate change and to overuse of water while living in a desert?

Already this year people are acknowledging that the Lord has answered prayers for water. Then in the next breath they will say the drought is over. The implication being that we can go back to our usual water wasting ways.

I know I have to resist the urge to think that our water problems have been solved. I need to remember that the Lord expects me and everyone else to wisely and carefully use the bountiful resources of this world. I can continue to make small changes. I can continue to be aware and to learn ways of conserving and using water wisely. I choose to be a good steward of water. I will remember that for far too many on this planet, clean water is not easily available. I will not be a water waster.

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